Life with MS & EDS

October 27, 2009

Autumn

Autumn is one of my two favorite seasons. I love the times of year when the world around me is in transition. I love the more temperate weather. I love the colors of the trees as well as the smells and tastes of fall foods. I love taking out sweaters, jeans, and jackets. I love spring, too, with it’s beautiful colors and emergence of life. I love being able to pack away those heavy clothes and dig out light weight clothing. I love that fresh produce is plentiful again. However, spring was always a bit less loved than autumn, because with spring comes tree pollen and tree pollen has always made me sick.

Unfortunately, autumn hasn’t been greeted with completely open arms anymore either. Since 2001, autumn has been a time when my optic neuritis flares up. My first attack was in October 2001. I now know that was probably my first MS relapse.

This October is kind of unique for me. The past 7 Octobers I spent expecting the optic neuritis to come along, but didn’t think much of it. After all, I had been told it wasn’t MS by a prominent doctor. It wasn’t until last year’s relapse that I even knew I had MS and that news didn’t come until closer to Thanksgiving.

I’ve been viewing this October as a test. Would my eyesight deteriorate at all this October, my first on Copaxone? When I started the shots, I always thought I’d have some indication of whether they were working once October came.

Well, we’re almost at the end of October. My eyesight never did recover after last year’s optic neuritis attack, so perhaps this isn’t a perfect test of Copaxone. I always see through my right eye as if I am looking through a fingerprint on a glass. I do think the vision is slightly worse than it has been the rest of the year. Unlike last fall, I do not have any pain behind my eye and I can still roll my eyes at my girls without any pain. I suppose that’s a good sign. I am concerned that the vision is slightly decreased, that the eye just feels different, and that it is puffy. I’m not sure why it’s slightly larger than my other eye. My chiropractor is actually the one who noticed it today when he asked how I was doing. I see Dr. Specialist tomorrow and look forward to seeing what she has to say.

Tomorrow is when I get the results of my latest MRI, which was a couple of weeks ago. I opted for just the spine MRI in case I end up participating in that drug trial I mentioned a couple of posts ago. The spine is where almost all of my lesions are anyway, so this is the part that I am very anxious to find out about. Here’s a picture of my spine from the MRI images I got to take with me on CD. I’m not quite sure what I am looking at, but in comparing this to other “normal” spine images I was able to find online, there’s definitely a lot more white on my cord than it seems there should be.

Spine October 2009

The amount of activity on my spine will be the clinical proof of how well or not well the Copaxone injections are working. If the activity level has remained the same or decreased, then I’ll have the Copaxone to thank and will be able to consider participating in the trial. If there’s activity, then we’re going to have to have a completely different drug talk and I’ll have to consider changing therapies. My fingers are crossed and I’m hoping for the best, but if you could send positive thoughts my way tomorrow afternoon, I’d greatly appreciate it! I’d ask you to send chocolate, too, but Posey already covered that part. (Thanks, Posey! The combo of dark chocolate and pear is extremely yummy!)

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3 Comments »

  1. Glad I could help in a small way. Sending tons of happy thoughts your way today!!!

    Comment by Posey — October 28, 2009 @ 3:10 pm

  2. Hello thought I would post having had your blog in my reader for a while. So am sending you positive thoughts as I type. I don’t have optic neuritis but do have EDS and post herpatic neuralgia of the trimegal (sp) nerve which greatly affects my left eye. So have great empathy with eye issues. My bendy fingers are crossed for you.

    Comment by achelois — October 29, 2009 @ 11:58 pm

  3. Thanks, Achelois!!

    Comment by mseds — October 30, 2009 @ 6:15 am


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